Empty and see for yourselves
My last post was 2 years ago. It has been a wild time. I was looking for messengers and direction and I have seen verified the promise that if ye seek ye shall find. I have yet to find all that I seek, but I have found enough that I believe I'm on the right path.
My last post indicated that I was watching Midegah with interest. The last two years have bourn fruit that was a real mixed bag, but the path I followed to see what Midegah was up to introduced me to friends that have been with me in the right places to find the next steps in my search.
In this time I was introduced to the Nemenhah record and the Aiyanthi records among others. Each new record I am introduced to emboldens me further that I can seek and expect a face to face experience with YHVH the Messiah. The Nemenhah indicates that I can learn to walk upon the way, which is described in the temple as being introduced into the terrestrial world. The book of Lehi clarifies that anyone can learn to do this while Lehi also laments that we was unable to recover his sons Laman and Lemuel from his prior teaching that there would be no messiah and that you could not find god in this life.
The ByirkenhÅl tablets describe a mode of walking upon the way that can even be done as a group called sydeir and the amazing things people do communing with the dead and other resurrected and translated ancestors.
In the Large Book of Seers we have the record of Elohizar and the prophecies and visions of Mash, and Mash brings us the theme for this post.
What is required to learn to walk upon the way or be introduced into the terrestrial world? Sacrifice is a required element and so far I have been struggling to determine all the sacrifices that I need to make. I've made some, but walking on the way remains illusive and I have to be honest with myself about what I have perhaps been holding back or have been unable to put down.
Currently I am working on what Mash is talking about. I am trying to empty so I can see for myself. How do I empty? I think what I'm supposed to be doing is fasting, not just from food, but also from information that does not pertain to seeking the face of Messiah. I see myself filling my heart and mind with so much that perhaps isn't useful. Not that it is particularly bad, but it isn't in alignment with the desire to meet YHVH Messiah.
I am not sure when I'll make it to the next step on this path so it is hard to write this to a satisfying conclusion. It's always easier to write when you know the end of the story, but my life is currently in suspense. I have no relief of resolution and as such can not provide it here. I will however say this, I'd do it again. The path itself is worth walking even if I haven't seen the end of it. I am trying to empty so I can see for myself and I hope you will too.